Sunday, September 19, 2010

wut 2 do...??

wut 2 do wen
de only prson who can m8 u stop crying
is de prsn who m8 u cry...??

cnme....???

cmne nk get rid pe yg aq rse neyh a.s.a.p...........??????
xmo rse cmni...........
xmo
xmo
xmo
xbesh langsowng la....
='(

Sunday, August 8, 2010

untitled

mcm2 yg aq rse skunk neyh...
mcm2 bnda yg aq nk ckp....
tp
xtaw nk xpress cmne...

aq

compius

pnat

kcewa

sdeyh

n

mcm2 lg.....

Monday, August 2, 2010

can we....?

can we
pretend dat airplane
in the nightsky
like shooting stars?
i could really use
to wish right now....
wish right now....
wish right now...

Saturday, July 31, 2010

penat

penatnyer sem ni......
jdual pack,
esmen b'tmbun,
lec ad yg xok,
n tetbe dpt bnyk kje....
sbr je la...
hope evrytim wll wrkout smoothly...
insyaAllah..!!

OMG

biler la nk sembuh ni......
ya Allah..
cpt la sembuhkn hmba-Mu ini...
amiiinn.....

Monday, July 12, 2010

confusion....

AKU COMPIUS!!!!!!!!
OMG...
help me plse...
:(

Sunday, July 11, 2010

rase neyh..............

aq xpnah rse cmni.
jjur neyh.
toll2 honest.
nthng last 4 evr bt de hnsty....
*tetiba lak..huhu!

okies,siyes...
sy sedey :(
xmo rse cmni...
xbesh.sy xsuka rse xbesh
n rse2 laen yg sewktu dgnnye!!!!!!!
i'm damn f***** siyes ni...
cmne nk jd xsdey....??
ni 1st tyme sy try toll2 jjur
n try toll2 siyes nk bt sumtim..........
tp jd cmni lakk.
sy xykin.
kyakinn sy ilang
100% ilang
sy tkowt nk pcaye.
sy tkowt nk yakin blik.
sy tkowt nk rse sakewt lg.
sy juz takowt........................
sy
sy
sy
syg dye.......
syg sgt.
tp
sy toll2 xyakin
bkn xyakin kt dye
tp
kt dri sy sndri...
sy xtaw sy bley btahan taw x
law ctuac ktowg cmneyh
sy xnk.
xnk
xnk cmni....

Saturday, June 19, 2010

wawa pnye notes.....

sy suka smua notes wawa neyh....
so,sy amik utk d jdkn....
er,jd pe eyh...?
pape e la....
p/s:tq wawa....lup u lbeyh la <3


1)BEZA SUKA N CINTA
1- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita
suka, hati kita akan gembira.

2- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga. Di depan orang yang kita
suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

3- Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku. Tapi jika kita melihat
ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

4- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu. Di depan orang yg kita suka, kita akan
tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

5- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata. Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita
akan bebas berkata apa saja.

6- Kita tidak akan merenung mata orang yang kita cinta. Tapi kita akan selalu merenung mata orang
yang kita suka.

7- Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akn turut jua menangis. Bila orang yang kita suka
menangis, kita akan cuba untuk membuat dia gembira.

8- Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata. Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga. Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti
menyukai seseorang yang kita suka umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika cuba menutup mata
cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang yang hidup akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.


2)KEJUJURAN,BKTI CNTA SJATI...?
PERCINTAAN bukan pasti berakhir dengan perkahwinan, malah ada pasangan yang bercinta bagai Laila dan Majnun tetapi akhirnya putus di pertengahan jalan.

Justeru, apabila mengingatkan kisah percintaan lama, pasti ramai di antara kita yang tersenyum sendiri. Bagi lelaki dan wanita, mereka tentu mempunyai kisah percintaan sendiri yang kadangkala jika ditulis boleh dibuat novel.

Ada yang kecewa akibat bercinta mengambil keputusan terus membujang sehingga tua, seolah-olah cinta pertama itu terlalu agung dan tidak boleh diganti dengan percintaan lain.

Namun, bagi kebanyakan kita, jodoh pertemuan ketentuan Ilahi. Justeru, apabila gagal dalam percintaan pertama, kedua dan seterusnya, masih ada ruang untuk mengubat kedukaan itu.

Apabila menjadi suami isteri, kadangkala teringat juga kisah percintaan lama. Ada di antara kita yang berani untuk memberitahu pasangannya mengenai cerita cinta yang pernah ditempuhi dan bagi yang lain menyimpan dalam memori sendiri.

Setiap orang pasti memiliki kisah masa lalu, sama ada buruk atau indah. Timbul persoalan, adakah kisah masa lalu yang buruk itu perlu diceritakan kepada kekasih kita?

Adakah jika diceritakan akan membuktikan betapa dalamnya cinta anda dan pasangan? Atau adakah dengan membuka cerita cinta lama itu akan merosak dan memporak-porandakan hubungan anda?

Ada yang berkata, jika anda tidak menyampaikan kisah cinta masa lalu, maka anda akan menjadi seorang pembohong di hadapan orang yang anda cintai dan anda tidak mungkin dapat mencintainya sepenuh hati.

Ini berlaku terutama kepada pasangan yang berkomitmen untuk bersama-sama selamanya, justeru setiap orang berhak mengetahui kisah pasangan yang dicintainya itu.

Namun, sebelum anda ingin menceritakan kisah percintaan masa lalu, pastikan pasangan anda bersedia menerima segala masa lalu anda dan melupakannya!


Beberapa hal yang perlu diperhatikan untuk menyingkap masa lalu:

1) Bagaimana keadaan anda ketika melalui saat-saat percintaan dengan bekas kekasih anda.
2) Kehidupan sekarang lebih baik daripada masa lalu.
3) Cerita percintaan masa lalu itu akan meningkatkan kualiti cinta anda.
4) Ceritakan percintaan masa lalu yang boleh memberi manfaat kepada kehidupan anda dan pasangan ketika ini.
5) Jalani hubungan anda dan pasangan dengan saling menanamkan kepercayaan dalam hubungan cinta.
6) Tanamkan dalam diri hubungan ketika ini amat penting, justeru anda jujur untuk menceritakan kisah percintaan masa lalu.


3)ERTI D SEBALIK KSETIAAN

Ramai insan yang masih lagi tidak faham akan apakah erti kesetiaan dalam sebuah perhubungan. Ramai yang bertanya mengapa kita perlu setia, sedangkan belum tentu kekasih kita itu menjadi pasangan hidup kita? Disebabkan persoalan inilah kecurangan sering berlaku dimasa kini, sehingga ramai antara insan di muka bumi ini dilanda kekecewaan dan ada yang menyedihkan sehingga sanggup membunuh diri apabila ditinggalkan kekasih.

Kesetiaan dalam perhubungan adalah sangat penting, ini adalah kerana kita telah mengambil amanat dan tanggungjwab daripada pasangan kita itu untuk menjadikan dirinya hanya satu dihati kita sewaktu kita mengambilnya sebagai kekasih. Alangkah sedihnya apabila tanggugjawab atau amanat yang seharusnya kita jaga itu, tidak kita tunaikannya…? Tidakkah ia sama dengan penipuan…? Jangan taburkan janji jika kita tidak mampu untuk tepati dan jangan mengata cinta kalau kita tidak mampu untuk memberikannya sepenuh hati…

Ingatlah bahawa, hidup kita seperti roda, tidak semestinya kita sentiasa berada di atas. Jika kita permainkan hati insan lain, suatu masa kita juga akan dipermainkan… Dan pada waktu itu, penyesalan tiada gunanya… Setiap apa yg kita lakukan pasti ada balasanya, hanya masa yang dapat menentukan…
Untuk insan yang menjaga kesetiaan terhadap pasangan, anda adalah yang terbaik. Jadilah insan yang boleh membahagaian pasangan kita tanpa rasa jemu. Jika anda dicurangi, jaganlah bersedih ataupun berdendam, tetaplah menjadi yang terbaik. Kerana anda mempunyai maruah diri, jangan samakan diri anda dengan insan yang tidak setia. Anda telah melakukan yang terbaik untuk pasangan anda dengan menjaga keperibadian diri dengan sebaiknya. Mereka tidak pandai menjaga harga diri mereka. Suatu hari nanti mereka akan menyesal dan akan menyedari akan kebaikan yang anda lakukan…

Tidak penting utk kita ketahui sama ada pasangan kita jujur, ikhlas atau setia dengan kita yang penting Allah tahu kita bagaimana, dan Allah tidak akan mensia-siakan apa yang kita lakukan… Tawakal dan redha lah…

Lelaki atau wanita yang baik hanya untuk lelaki atau wanita yang baik…
Manakala lelaki atau wanita yang tidak baik hanya untuk lelaki yang tidak baik…
Pilihan adalah di tangan anda…


#####lps bce smue neyh,aq rse.....
hurm,sumer rse ad...
xbleyh nk ckp cmne rse tuwh...

Saturday, May 29, 2010

err,chenta....?kawen........?


hurm.....
da lmer xupdte menda neyh..
actly xde pape pown
juz nk
nk...nk...
err,pape je la...huhu!

ssh toll ddk kt kmpng ni,
rmai je owg yg nk kwen
yg xbley thn nye..my beshfwen pown da nk kwen...
huhu!

dlm hti aq...."awai nye??bior btoi neyh.."
my mum mula la nk bg cramah free dye tu
"haa,tgk ac tu..da matang,da nk kwen pown.
ko bile nk matang..nk ad psangn hdop sndri,
skurang2 nye ad pkwe yg steady pown ok la"
(omg!my mum srh aq cri pkwe...??haha)

pstu aq pown ckp..
(bkn nk mnjwb taw,sje nk p'thnkn diri)
"lorh,ad psangan idop tu bru d kire matang ke?
abesh kak muni(bkn nma sbnr) yg dh umr 37 tu xmatng lg la ea?"

n my mum diam smbil t'sengeh2...
bjaye...hehe!

*esok nye*
ad lg owg dtg jmput ke knduri ckur jambul ccu dye
"ank ko yg mn ni?" askmy mum(omputih ler pulowp..)
"alah,si leha tu la..yg mn lg"jwb mkck tuwh
"bkn ke leha tu sma umr dgn ank aq sue ni kn?"my mum menyoal lg
"ye la gamaknye...21 thn kn?"
"ha'a......"bls my mum
"hurm,aq dh dpt ccu ni...ko biler lg nk dpt menantu?"soal mkck tuwh
wooo...pedas....
ad dpt rse ad sumti yg b'grak2 in my stomach...
hangen toll la...

okies,lpstu mk aq mneruskn ceramah free nye mngenai umr aq yg mkin meningkat,saham yg mkin jatowh n diri nya yg mkin tua(sje je msukkn part tu,nk bt owg rse sbeslh la tu...huhu!)
aq hnya t'kebil2 mndgr...
stelh cramh free nye tmt,
aq pula m'brikn hjah balas..

"laa,yg mak b'leter pnjg2 ni pown knape?
bknnye jdoh owg dtg b'golek lps ni.
owg xrti la sal menda2 ni..
xmnat la bnda2 cinta neyh mak..
cinta tu pown owg xthu pekebenda nye tu,
cmne nk rase nye pulak?"

mak aq menggeleng kepala...
"xkn xthu,abesh...ex2 ko dlu tu,ko rse cmne kt diowg?"

"err,tu maen2 je la..mn ad siyes lg...
xkn la skrng ni mk nk owg maen2 gakk...?
lau cmtu owg onn je la..."jwbku smbl bt mke xcited,haha

"pape je la ko ni...tp skurang2nye bior ler ad pkwe kt u tu..
ad owg nk tlg jga,tlg tgk2kn..tlg tgur2 sket
n bt tmbh smangt ko nk stdy..lau dpt pointr rndh,msti mlu kt pkwe kn...?"


aq hnya mmpu t'sengeh kmbng d dpn my mum..
"yela2,insyaAllah dh ad nnt owg gtaw la kt mak ea..."
(pdhal mmg dh ad pown,sje xnk gtaw kt my mum...hehe!kiddim je..)

in a nutshell,(ceyh,cm bt karangan lakk)
aq b'fkir...npe la diowg nk kwen awl sgt...?
xnk spend msa muda dgn kwn2 dlu ke?
cmne diowg bleyh thu wut luv is,sdangkn aq xde klu pape pown sall tu?
cmne diowg bleyh sure yg tu mmg psangan yg dh d jdohkn utk diowg?
n mcm2 soklan lg la....huhu

n ad yg da dpt ank pown...
n aq jga t'fkir..
cmne eyh law xlme lg aq kna kwen n
tbe2 dpt ank (ad ke "tbe2 dpt ank"??)haha!

ouh....xdpt nk pk...
aq msih dlm kategri knk2 kowt lau dlm hal2 cmni...
huhuhu

Monday, March 29, 2010

betul ke guys mmg cmneyh........??

Kalau perempuan cantik pendiam
lelaki akan kata: wow!ciri2 isteri idaman...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik pendiam
Lelaki akan kata: tak reti berkomunikasi agaknyer...

Kalau perempuan cantik berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: mst ada krisis nih...kesiannyer...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: dah la tak lawa,perangai plak mcm sial!!

Kalau perempuan cantik menolong lelaki yg kesusahan
Lelaki akan kata: wow!heroin sejati...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik menolong lelaki yg kesusahan
Lelaki akan kata: hmm...taktik nak ngorat la tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik dpt lelaki handsome
Lelaki akan kata: ok la...bagai pinang d belah dua...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik dpt lelaki handsome
Lelaki akan kata: kesian...mst dah kena bomoh lelaki tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik d tinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu btol mamat tu!!
Kalau perempuan tak cantik d tinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: patut pon kena reject...

Kalau perempuan cantik bawa BMW
Lelaki akan kata: ntah dato' mana bela ni...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik bawa BMW
Lelaki akan kata: mesti anak org kaya ni

Kalau perempuan cantik menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan kata: wah...caringnyer...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan kata: eleh,gedik la tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: don't worry,i will make u happy forever...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: ckit2 nangis!!gembeng tol..ngade2 la...

Kalau perempuan cantik pandai masak
Lelaki akan kata: dah la lawa,pandai masak plak tu...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik pandai masak
Lelaki akan kata: ntah sedap ke tak tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik main2 miskol
Lelaki akan kata: syoknye!!rindu la tu...
Kalau perempuan tak cantik main2 miskol
Lelaki akan kata: ko ni takde keje lain ke??!sibuk ni tau tak!!

Kalau perempuan cantik hantar email hari2
Lelaki akan kata: sukenyer...!!
Kalau perempuan tak cantik hantar2 email
Lelaki akan kata: asyik2 email dia...boring!




mmg guys cmni ke.......??

Thursday, March 18, 2010

pesanan buat si dia.....

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia…
Tolong beritahu si dia aku ada pesanan
buatnya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta agung
adalah cintaNya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta manusia
bakal membuatnya alpa..

Tolong nasihati sia dia, jangan
menyintaiku lebih dari dia menyintai
Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong nasihati si dia,jangan
mengingatiku lebih dari dia mengingati
Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan
mendoakanku lebih dari dia mendoakan
ibubapanya. .

Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan
Allah kerana di situ ada syurga..
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan
ibu bapanya kerana di telapak kaki itu
syurganya..
Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku terpikat
kerana imannya bukan rupa..
Tolong ingatkan si dia.. Aku lebih
cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta..
Tolong ingatkan si dia aku kasihinya
kerana santunnya..

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula
mengagungkan cinta manusia..
Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam
dalam angan-angannya..
Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu
mengawal fikirannya..

Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku milik YangMaha Esa..
Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku masih milik
keluarga..Tolong sedarkan si dia,
tanggungjawabnya
besar kepada keluarganya..

Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta
di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini
enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan
cinta..Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak
mejadi penyebab bertambah rindunya..

Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tidak mahu
menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya..
Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tak mahu
menjadi punca kegagalannya..
Tolong pesan padanya aku membiarkan
Yang Esa menjaga dirinya..

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku tidak
mahu melekakan dia..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku mahu
dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-
citanya..Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, jadilah
penyokong dalam kejayaanku..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia. Aku
mendambakan cinta suci yang terjaga..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,cinta
kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, hubungan
ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungan
dengan Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong sampaikan kepada si dia kerana
aku tidak mampu memberitahunya
sendiri...

Hanya engkau Ya Allah mengetahui siapa
si dia..
Moga pesananku sampai padanya walau aku
sendiri tidak mengetahui siapa dan
dimana si dia..
Moga dia seekor lebah yang sentiasa
memuji keagungan Yang Maha Kuasa
memasuki taman larangan dengan sopan
santunnya dan bertemu mawar berduri
yang
terjaga oleh tuannya..
Simpanlah pesanan ku ini sehingga
engkau bertemu diriku suatu hari nanti...

Thursday, March 4, 2010

hari ni...

hari ni,
aq baru tersedar yg kite xkn dpt phm smua prangai owg...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat owg xkn dpt phm prangai kita...
hri ni,
aq baru tersedar dat kite xkn dpt puaskn hti owg...
hri ni,
aq baru tersedar dat owg xkn dpt puaskn hti kita...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat smua owg ad muwd diowg memasing...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat muwd aq pown kdg2 sewel cm aq gakk...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat dlm perhubugan ada pasang-surutnya
tak kira la apa jenis perhubungan it is....
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat aq kena belajar utk merendahkan ego
kerana
orang yang rendah egonya sentiasa tinggi darjatnya di sisi tuhan...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat orang yang memohon maaf
lebih baek
dari orang yang memghulurkan maaf...
hari ni,
aq baru tersedar dat semua owg xperfect...
kita sebagai hamba Allah yg lemah dan banyak kekurangan
akn sentiasa melakukan kesalahan
samada secara sedar ataupun tidak....
hari ni,
aq baru ter sedar dat aq amt sygkn smua kwn2 aq...
xkira la diowg sygkn aq ataupn tdak...
xkira la diowg kwn baru or lama...
xkira la diowg bnyk sakitkn aty aq ataupn x...
dan
hri ni,
aq nk gtau dat lau skali aqdh anggp kowunk sbg kwn aq...
selama-lamanyer lah kowunk kwn aq...
wlpn kite dh mkin jarang cntct,mkin kurang berbual,
mkin kurang lepak or bt kerja sesama...
in my heart,
kowunk ttp kwn aq yg t'baek!
xde yg kurang atau lbeyh...
n aq hrp kita akn sentaisa dpt menerima
smua kebaikan dan keburukan sesama kita
dgn seadanya....
kita akn dpt saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain
dgn ikhlas...
dan p'sahabatan kita akn kekal selamanya...
InsyaAllah.....
aq

Friday, February 12, 2010

the missing rib

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!

Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.

However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.


Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today

three words

Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don’t have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can’t...
The girl started to cry softly and said:
Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence. They
reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) Yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."

story of regret

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.


The moral of this story is :
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

silent love

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

pngalmn bru aq!!!

smlm....
1st tyme blik kg sndri..
i mean,
on my own,witout my sis or my bro.
nk blajr bdikari la knon nyer
huhuhu!
truk gler...n pnat gler... =|
pling xbesh,
jln g kmr dgn beg brat neyh,
naek ktm yg ssak dgn mnusia tu,
n
mse tgh jlm nk g putra
ttbe t'sdar dat my bag t'koyak!!!
xtau la cmne bley koyak....
abesh nmpk smue isi2 nyer
t'msuk la my ****
huhuhu!mlu yg t'amt sgt...
dh la 1st tyme neyh..
nsib malang lakk dah...
pstu smp kt putra tu,
tuhan je la tau pnas nye tmpt tu
rse cm nk pengsan da...
n
bas lakk lmbt...gram toll la...
nseb baek ad 2-3 owg mmat ensem dtg bebual ngam aq,
ilang sket bowink..
myb sbb mke aq nmpk sgt cm mke owg tgh bmbng kn
so diowg sje ls ajk bbual
n
nseb bek gakk naek bas sme ngam diowg

erm,laen kli
xmo da blik naek bas sowg2...
msti ajk owg laen tman da...
huhuhu
=)p

Friday, January 22, 2010

npe la.....

ermm...........
wuts wrong wit me????
lately neyh asyik rse xbesh je...
rse cm nk....sumone je...

xbesh nyer!!!
biler la thngs nk back 2 nrmal again..



0mg...
nmpk sgt aq neyh insan yg xb'sykr..
asyek xpuas hti n asyek mngeluh je...
huhuhu!!
kpd my fwens yg meng'alien'kn dri..
cme back 2 earth!!!
u blong here...plz
jgn jd alien yet..
aq syg kowunk lg!
nnt aq dh xsyg kowg bru kowg g jd alien ea....??

Saturday, January 2, 2010

apiey new year!!!

wlpn hri ni da 2/1
tp
aq still nk say apiey new year!!!
hrp2 thun ni akn m'bwa sribu keberkatan kpd kita smua,
smoga thn ni akn mnjd thun yg lbey berkat
n akn mndtgkn b'juta knangan manes buat kita...
lets start our new year with new psitf attitde n new psitf sprit dlm dri kita.
n
lau bley...aq nk jd a new me!!
a +ve one.aq nk...
btolkn aper yg aq da mess-kn dlu...
stay away fwom l**e....
bt paper yg ptt la...
(xtaw cmne nk gtaw kt cni...huhu!)
also....
bout my fwens..
pe nk ckp sal diowg ea...??
(omg....i'm losin my idea...)
err,nnt nxt tyme k....
hehe..peace!!
=D