sumtim wrong ke....??

okeyh...da lme yg teramt sgt xbukak bnda neyh
*dh jd ayt wajib kowt*huhuhu
actly,bnda2 cenggini is nt really my cup of cffe
tp sbb mlm ni bowing gler
tataw nk btpe dh
so jenguk blik bnda yg dh lme aq abaikn ni...huhu
hri ni....err,td..bt monolog
it's the 3rd task utk kls teatr yg aq amik sem ni
n mse bt monolog td aq bru sdr yg......
aq ssh giler nk cri feel sdeyh..
sumim wrong ke with myself ni....?huhuhu
da 2-3 hri cri mowd sdeyh...tp still..empty...
law muwd apiey or angry..mmg... piece of cake la....
*pasan yg amt*keh3
ok..sumtim must b very wrong with me...
sblowm2 ni da ad la bbrape kwn yg ckp aq ni cm
ssh sket nk tnjk emosi...*accept 4 angry*huhu
n aq juz t8 it lightly sbb aq rse bnda tu nrmal la kn
tp lps monolog td,aq bru t'sdr...
mmg aq ssh thp dewa law nk tnjk ekspresi muka yg ad feeling
mcm ks aty yg amt..lg2 lau kne bt2 sdeyh..mmg sure xkn jd la..
nk sdeyh btol2 pwn aq ssh,ni kn plak nk bt2 sdeyh...adoiyai...
infact,sblowm ni...ad sowg stranger yg join 1 program dgn aq pown
bleyh ckp yg dye tgk muke aq ni cm muka owg yg xde prasaan
emotionless.....see??? a stranger pown bleyh ckp cmtu...huhu
whut should i do....??sumone plss tell me....wut 2 do....
at diz point,aq pown xphm dgn dri sndri
npe la ssh sgt nk tnjk emosi ni...?
cmne nk jd nrmal?cmne nk mnghyti feelin sndri?
cmne..............?sshnye....
myb jiwa aq ad lack kt mne2 kowt.....?
Ya Allah...help me..it's not juz about the tasks yg aq kne hayati
but diz time i think its siyes...d*m* siyes!
sumtim MUST b wrong with me rite....??
i mean.....owh,cmne nk ckp ea....huhu
aq kne g jmpe terapi ke?myb aty ni d krs sgt...
emmm....even better...tlg aq utk lbeyh
mengingati-Mu Ya Allah...
permudahkan segalanya utk hmba-Mu yg lemh n khilaf ini...Aminnn