err,chenta....?kawen........?

hurm.....
da lmer xupdte menda neyh..
actly xde pape pown
juz nk
nk...nk...
err,pape je la...huhu!

ssh toll ddk kt kmpng ni,
rmai je owg yg nk kwen
yg xbley thn nye..my beshfwen pown da nk kwen...
huhu!

dlm hti aq...."awai nye??bior btoi neyh.."
my mum mula la nk bg cramah free dye tu
"haa,tgk ac tu..da matang,da nk kwen pown.
ko bile nk matang..nk ad psangn hdop sndri,
skurang2 nye ad pkwe yg steady pown ok la"
(omg!my mum srh aq cri pkwe...??haha)

pstu aq pown ckp..
(bkn nk mnjwb taw,sje nk p'thnkn diri)
"lorh,ad psangan idop tu bru d kire matang ke?
abesh kak muni(bkn nma sbnr) yg dh umr 37 tu xmatng lg la ea?"

n my mum diam smbil t'sengeh2...
bjaye...hehe!

*esok nye*
ad lg owg dtg jmput ke knduri ckur jambul ccu dye
"ank ko yg mn ni?" askmy mum(omputih ler pulowp..)
"alah,si leha tu la..yg mn lg"jwb mkck tuwh
"bkn ke leha tu sma umr dgn ank aq sue ni kn?"my mum menyoal lg
"ye la gamaknye...21 thn kn?"
"ha'a......"bls my mum
"hurm,aq dh dpt ccu ni...ko biler lg nk dpt menantu?"soal mkck tuwh
wooo...pedas....
ad dpt rse ad sumti yg b'grak2 in my stomach...
hangen toll la...

okies,lpstu mk aq mneruskn ceramah free nye mngenai umr aq yg mkin meningkat,saham yg mkin jatowh n diri nya yg mkin tua(sje je msukkn part tu,nk bt owg rse sbeslh la tu...huhu!)
aq hnya t'kebil2 mndgr...
stelh cramh free nye tmt,
aq pula m'brikn hjah balas..

"laa,yg mak b'leter pnjg2 ni pown knape?
bknnye jdoh owg dtg b'golek lps ni.
owg xrti la sal menda2 ni..
xmnat la bnda2 cinta neyh mak..
cinta tu pown owg xthu pekebenda nye tu,
cmne nk rase nye pulak?"

mak aq menggeleng kepala...
"xkn xthu,abesh...ex2 ko dlu tu,ko rse cmne kt diowg?"

"err,tu maen2 je la..mn ad siyes lg...
xkn la skrng ni mk nk owg maen2 gakk...?
lau cmtu owg onn je la..."jwbku smbl bt mke xcited,haha

"pape je la ko ni...tp skurang2nye bior ler ad pkwe kt u tu..
ad owg nk tlg jga,tlg tgk2kn..tlg tgur2 sket
n bt tmbh smangt ko nk stdy..lau dpt pointr rndh,msti mlu kt pkwe kn...?"


aq hnya mmpu t'sengeh kmbng d dpn my mum..
"yela2,insyaAllah dh ad nnt owg gtaw la kt mak ea..."
(pdhal mmg dh ad pown,sje xnk gtaw kt my mum...hehe!kiddim je..)

in a nutshell,(ceyh,cm bt karangan lakk)
aq b'fkir...npe la diowg nk kwen awl sgt...?
xnk spend msa muda dgn kwn2 dlu ke?
cmne diowg bleyh thu wut luv is,sdangkn aq xde klu pape pown sall tu?
cmne diowg bleyh sure yg tu mmg psangan yg dh d jdohkn utk diowg?
n mcm2 soklan lg la....huhu

n ad yg da dpt ank pown...
n aq jga t'fkir..
cmne eyh law xlme lg aq kna kwen n
tbe2 dpt ank (ad ke "tbe2 dpt ank"??)haha!

ouh....xdpt nk pk...
aq msih dlm kategri knk2 kowt lau dlm hal2 cmni...
huhuhu